lol i love BR so in art we are doing soakscreening. i made a KAZOU shirt. heh it turned out OK. i know that i havent been really updating my xanga at all but go to www.livejournal.com/users/yukosakaki/ i type there more often now. later

i knew it. i knew it, i knew it! hah...i knew they wouldnt let me go to semi formal. even after all that hard work of trying to be a good person and a 'happy' daughter. pft! to hell with all of it! ah...they suck and you have no idea how drained of tears i am. i can't even cry anymore. but then, why should i cry? i mean...it was only semi formal...a dance........a dance that i was waiting for since july and already bought a dress in the summer JUST FOR THIS YEAR'S SEMI FORMAL! Ack! I could have bought like 3 CDs with 50$ haha...damn. the thing that's really eating me away from the insides is the fact thati will never ever get to wear that pretty dress i bought for Semi Formal and that i'm missing out so much. like hell yah, lol i do think of my social life. sure, i have a bunch of lovely friends and i dont have anyone bullying me in school but i'm missing what a 16 year old is suppose to be doing!

Now here i am, it's 11:40 PM (btw, i was like dead when my clock turned to 7:00 PM. oh oh agony!), 40 minutes after everyone left the dance....11:40, when i'm suppose to have been on the streetcar and heading towards home, all happy and giddy from taking pictures. god damn, i was suppose to go and have fun without drinking, and dancing for the first time, and laughing at my beautiful friend, Giulia, and at Michal, and doing the famous chicken dance on the dance floor, and snapping pics of Giulia and Michal slow dancing (and ... tehehe kissing? perhasp? *crosses fingers* aww! you guys are so perfect for each other! squee!), and stuffing my face with chocolaty desserts and tarts and coookies and muffins and drinking myself to death with Coke, and there's a million of other things i can type but it's too depressing to type out the whole list.

but hey, on the lighter side i got to spend 20$ on BLACK DOG'S movies!!! i rented COLD MOUNTAIN, (eww and what a snorefest! the only good parts were seeing REne Zell...um, you know! pouty lady, Ruby. gasp! hahah she's so funny with that silly voice of hers), BATTLE ROYALE 2 (gahh! even though i own that cheap copy of that movie, i wanted to watch the extra stuff. sniff, oh how i miss that second extra and original dvd!), and ta-da! TOKYO EYES!

omg, omg, omg Tokyo Eyes is so good! it's a lot different from what i'm use to watching though. it's a movie about a guy called Four Eyes and he's a killer. he shots ppl who he beleives are 'evil' and who shouldnt deserve to live but he's pretty hot for a semi old guy. ok! fine, not old at all. Four Eyes look about mid 20s. anyways, and there's a girl. Four Eyes falls in love with her, calls himself 'K' when he's with her, stopss killing ppl when she finds out that K is the criminal that her brother, a detective, has been hunting down for. blah bla blah, she loves him too. he 'kills' Four Eyes and they live happily ever after. the end! no blood or gore unfortunatly :( like the only blood i saw in the movie was the blood stain on his hands...WHICH LOOK LIKE FRIGGIN UGLY RED FOOD COLOUR! BaH!  But yeah, i like how they put the movie together with the TECHNO music and everything. ahahahah K/Four Eyes walk sooooooooo funny! I want to walk like him now lol he would spread his arms and touch stuff, like walls and fences, when he walks with his waist swinging back and forth. so funny lol. i love his hair btw. he looks super sexay with his shaggy hair, a black toque, and clumbs of long bangs pushed across his face! SO GOOOD! haha...

hmmm what else can i think of to type. hmmmmm...I presented my Photography boolet thing today. i had to stand up in front of the class and show everyone my favourite pic. it was a pic of the Noodle Man i took of while he was making his noodles. then Kearney said stuff and asked me to turn the pages to let everyone else see my other photography. i guess she found the one with me lying on the floor in the stair well (?) pretending i'm dead was scary or soemthing (ahaha...i couldnt twist myself into a spiral but i had Caroline to help me ^_^)and she said,

"Beware of the quiet ones. The quiet ones are deadly" (or something like that)

.....oooook. ... um....wtf?! i'm not deadly!!! well....maybe not yet ;) muahahaahahahhaha. hmm maybe she's psychic though i dont think i'm deadly. i'm a wuss! a chicken! like i could hardly turn the pages to my photography booklet up in front of my class (jeez, like my fingers were shaking)! quiet? deadly?! PFFT! Whatever woman!

yawn. well, that's it for now. i g2g think about how Death Watch looks like ^_^ planning to make a comic with Frost. hope it works out. g'night everyone! and hope all of you guys who went to semi formal had fun :) i'm jealous :P